Slowly burned out.

I haven't been excited to wake up in the morning for a long time.

Everything seems kind of unattainable to me. Nothing feels real.

I think part of me thought I would die before high school ended, because right now I feel like I'm in Limbo.

Everyone thinks I'm some kind of music guy. In reality, I have never written a song of my own. Not one that's completely original.

I can never seem to pull it together.

I wrote a song for a girl I liked a lot a year ago. We didn't have a whole lot in common, but some part of me still thinks that she could have been something special.

I started talking to her again recently, and ever since I've been randomly humming that song in my head.

I would do just about anything for a chance.

And that's the first time I've been serious about doing something in ages. I would actually be motivated for that chance.

I need to go somewhere. Get something done that actually matters to me.

I've been really lonely lately.

Random thoughts complete.